I know these sudden urges, where we lose control.. At times we give into them and fail to fight back. On other occasions, we beat it proud and good And in both cases it’s okay.. Don’t kill yourself over the choices you had already made. Not always we are right, not every time we are wrong. Mostly it’s always grey. Just know that there is no black or white here because healing is a journey, a process.. Sometimes the distractions on the path, the rebound along, the temptations of U-turns gets the best of us. It’s again alright not to reach the end.,. Sometimes the pain goes away.. feelings don’t. But keep going anyway. Take all the time you need, because as long as you keep going, you are still in the game. .. still in the process. And that’s what truly matters. Just know that some healing journeys last longer than one lifetime.