I don’t believe is there

Everything must come to an end, and I miss him I probably always will, but things are better now. Platón used to believe that tyranny was a way of falling for your pleasures, and that it only manifested when drunk, in love or insane, when all you can do is want more. And I strongly…

She wasn’t the guilty one

It had never occurred to me, how much I hated the way I acted when somebody else does it. I was so annoyed, and the funny part is I don’t realized it annoyed me until I annoyed myself by acting this way. I should start by saying I skipped one stupid class I stupidly refuse…

I already have my speech for when I do something big

There are so many things I want to do It’s always scary to be in the other side of the crowd, I really never thought I would be brave  ambitious motivated enough to do something like this, but the lack of motivation got my head awake at school. And all I could do was stare at…

Mistakes I’ve made, thoughts that lie

So far it feels like my freedom is accurate to my age. It doesn’t matter really, how old I am or how old are you, maybe it won’t be accurate for a lot longer so giving an extend explanation of it would be useless. So far I’m still confused by the diversity of deciding and…

The way things aren’t but should be

It used to be easier, but there were so many things around me that couldn’t stay the same and it all became louder. There were people telling me what to say and reminding me of things I haven’t realized yet. Only when I write that I am able to listen to my thoughts clearer. What if…

To sum up

Everything has changed since the last time I knew things where going to change. I haven’t read in a long time and its absurd but I feel further from myself, as if I left everything behind because I knew I had to move on. I always knew that with change good things came along but…

Concordance.

Seeing them hurt, not being able to shut their voices was the worst  part. Turn off the sun and every ray of light, absorb every drop of darkness to see what may result. The result of a world without them, so that they can see every thing that depends on them, of their relationship so…

Pants-less.

I’ve been looking for a free-judgmental space. A free place for stupidity. I’ve been up and down. I’ve been in pretty places and in dark places I didn’t even knew I wanted to be at myself. But I did, once I found myself there, standing still, I wanted to leap before I could do anything…

Don’t let anybody tell you different .

I used to worship the way it smell. I looked at it and wonder how it wanted me to be. I went to an art exposition back when I was 14. I am 17 nowadays. “Her absence filled the world” William Kentridge Words that got stuck to my feelings and emotions. I somehow found a…

What it did to me

The scent we hold with both hands, pages full of possibilities, yet so much impossibilities at the same time, the thought of having so much to lose. thoughts that…

It’s all in your head

I just won’t let it consume me. I would be part of my own movie, because in my head everything is that way, and how beautiful could it be…